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2006/10/21

a black black rose

a black black rose

(an ecstatic rhapsody of  mary, creatrix and mediatrix)

 

“…Henceforth charity, without losing any of its compassion,will attain its full meaning….”

                                                -Teillard de Chardin

dark am i

                 yet lovely

                                 children of old jerusalem

as tents of nubian jasmine

                                 darker than the tombs of pharohs

 

res miranda

                behold you look upon a wonder

more illusive than quicksilver my love is still

                crossing over all are transfigured

transeamus

               

do you dare stare upon me just because i am dark

my darkness burns more radiantly through time 

even before israel other prophets prepared my way

my innocence cannot be violated nor my mystery unveiled

 

res miranda

                behold you look into a mirror

more illusive than quicksilver my love is still

                crossing over all are mortified

transeamus

 

i am always surrendering my profession to you today

as you worship yours become the eyes haunting the fearful

for all those seeking refuge in yesterday and tomorrow

the moment of freedom

                my unfallen sons and daughters

                                is this fugitive moment

                                                nunc temporis fluens

 

res miranda

                behold you look upon mystery

more illusive than quicksilver my love is still

                crossing over all is crucified

transeamus

 

just now my immaculate heart floods the abyss

drowning all who resist the way within the way

sorrow within bliss becoming bliss beyond sorrow 

                numinous gems

                                 secret incantations

                                                 forbidden fruits

                                                                unfulfilled dreams

 

res miranda

                behold you see me just as i am

more illusive than quicksilver my love is still

                crossing over all are consecrated

transeamus

 

thirsting

                 my heart unquenchable

                                                        my love  always unrequitable

sacrificing my virginity

                                innocence redeeming all creatures

as i am in all creatures all creatures are in me

the uncreated reincarnating in each becoming all

 

darker than coal

                i am the flame of mercy

the refining fire

                licking all hearts wounded by love

a diamond

                 at the heart of a black black rose

 

res miranda

                behold watching over you i am

more illusive than qucksilver my love is still

                crossing over all are transformed

transeamus

 

i am darker still

                ever more lovely

                                progeny of new jerusalem

than the tents of rahab

                                darker than the robes of solomon

 

as my heart is always already yours

                so your love is already always mine

 

drifting within the seamless canopy beyond the stars

                forever and always my compassion is carrying you home

 

res miranda

                 alleluia

                                 transeamus

                                                 allelulia

                                                                amen

 

mark emmanuel christopher valentine

(© october 25, 2005)

http://mcvalentine.spaces.live.com/

 

 

 

 

2006/10/20

the snowy realms

the snowy realms


"...have you entered the storehouses of the snow...?"

                                                -Job 38.22

 

upon each snowflake

                unfalling

something even now

                unstepping

through the verdigris

                unreaching

cataphatic bliss

                unfinding

thixoptric knowers

                unknowing

 

children dreaming dreams

                unfolding

 

theosic seekers

                unseeking

catroptic insight

                unseeing

through the crystaline

                undying

nothing even now

                uncloaking

within all snowflakes

                unmelting

 

love loving lovers

                enfolding

 

within the snowy realms of the still unborn

my brighter love uncomplicating lovers

beyond the undying snows of that unborn

 

"...the Son of God became man, that we might become God..."

                                                                                -St. Athanasius of Alexandria

 

mark emmanuel christopher valentine

 

(© october 20, 2006)

note: The Divine Rosary contains four mysterious circles, the fourth and last  -  The Mysteries of Light  are the legacy of John Paul II; this poem is a reflection upon that circle and those mysteries.  To explore The Luminous Mysteries: http://www.circleofprayer.com/mysteries-of-light.html. To explore the how Science meets Religion in Water Crystals  http://www.life-enthusiast.com/twilight/research_emoto.htm,

2006/10/18

one enigmatic theme

one enigmatic theme

 

“I accuse you of Nothing.”

                - Henry James (The Golden Bowl)

 

from all beginnings there is harmony

 

love like triage is unavoidable

 

after long then it all shall be revealed

                if not to us

                                 then certainly to them

nothing is still unpredictable

 

within the interior castle walls

                 as lovers disrobe freedom unveils

                                the unknower dreaming the knowing      

softly sensually subtly securely

 

icons and archetypes illuming

                as explicitly so implicitly

                                the manifest loves the unmanifest

 

as love is prehensile freedom is not

as freedom is cathartic love is not            

 

                are there cassocks without holy martyrs

                                just as crosses crucify messiahs

                                so crucifixes forge unbroken swords 

                do not pricks as thorns auger the same rose   

               

within tantra reconciliation

                deeper seeks broader higher findss wider

                                                                               

with love triage is unavoidable

 

inside coiled strings or upon tensile wires

                there is sufficient chirality

                soft intimations of one hand clapping

fugitive waves seeking endless seashores

 

as love loving love falls higher in love

 

triage as love is unavoidable

 

in between are countless variations

 

after long just then it is unrevealed

                                if not by then

                                                       then provisionally now

love transcends all predictability

 

beyond the interior castle walls

                there minor dimensions desegregate 

                                license improvising tintabulates

where major constellations integrate 

 

harmonics and metaphors scatter light

                so implicitly as explicitly

                               the unconscious implicates the conscience

 

as beauty is prehensile truth demures

as truth is cathartic beauty allures

 

                are such vibrations in everything

                                paradoxes stipulate solutions

                                solubility disperses chaos

                do not holes like holons auger nothing

 

beyond tantra quantum transformation

                broader seeks higher deeper finds wider

 

unavoidable love as triage is                  

                 

beyond the inside inside the beyond

                amidst the music of fractals falling

                all lemniscates all penrose triangles all

recursions on one enigmatic theme

 

as love loving love leaps deeper in love

 

before the coda there is confluence

 

something within nothing

                                                remains nothing

 

my love beckons further up further in

 

nothing beyond something

                                          remains nothing

 

beyond the mirror inside the mirror

as always empty as already full

something is love loving love as nothing

 

in love there is nothing that is not love

 

at all endings there is synchronicity

 

in love there is nothing that we are not

  

mark emmanuel christopher valentine

(© october 18, 2006)

 

Note:

 

Lectio Divina – Self Healing Transformational Practice

The Benedictine Practice of Reading Poetry involves a Triangular Movement:  Thesis, Anti-thesis, Synthesis.

 

I.  In the beginning – First, Read the Poem Out Loud from beginning to ending without pausing or stopping. Taste The Logos.  Poetry is a mirror in which to observe your own thoughts and emotions. Prepare yourself for reflection.

Antithesis

II In the middle – Second, Read the Poem in silence - pausing or stopping as needful.

As the Mystic Mind (the self) grasps at a word, idea or concept follow the string of associations until the mind enfolds itself into silence.  Nourish the self

As the Immaculate Heart (no-self) sighs as an image, simile or metaphor follow the string of associations until the heart unfolds itself into stillness. Nourish the no-self.

Synthesis

III. In the ending – Third, Read the Poem from beginning to ending without pausing or stopping.  As The Mystic Mind and The Immaculate Heart merge into an integral embrace The Logos (higher love) gradually awakens The Witness (the Self).  The dualistic or conflicted selves come to comfortable rest in mysterious wonder. ^^~~~~~~

 

2006/10/5

autumn's rhapsody

autumn's rhapsody


oh my silver goddess

                                    my woodland queen

i wander from summer into leaves falling
burnt to brilliance from laughing in the sun
gracefully fading amidst dying fire
within the dark womb of love's arising

constellations may fade to nothing

                                                         yet still leaves are dancing
mysterious brilliance fading far beyond autumn's pale light

how sweet it now is not to miss your steps


catching you as you are in your leaving
summer's sweet dream ever deeper within
molten embers of leaves auguring dream
promise of first snow

                                  winter's scent

                                                          calling

the dancing leaves whisper i adore you
worshipping you

                            fire shadows start fluting
high harmony to a leaf drunk minstrel

i am here

                you are there

                                        i am here still

shadow whirling within fleeting shadow

spinning out liquid amber threads of silk

setting autumn's heart a purple glimmer

suchness leaving kindles a sacred fire

before you i leaf

                           after you i fall

                                                 as i am you are

leaving me as i am falling to you as we are becoming
one silver goddess leaving leaves a leaf golden wood


dancing amidst a bonfire of such swirling

crowned in briars set with berries of fire

i will leave such golden forest no more

 

oh my woodland goddess

                                          my silver queen

no longer will i be love's mute minstrel

i sing a dance with words that dance in me

 

dance me golden as you never danced before      

oh faery goddess of the leaf golden wood

dance me

                 foil swirling foil

                                         to the forest floor

 

mark emmanuel christopher valentine

 

2006/10/2

mon desir

mon desir

(st. palais sur mer, france)

 

“…as we know ourselves our dreams become our realities…”

                                                                -dafree whitewolfe

 

when first you valsed into my luting sphere

dansing upon tensile waves still seeking shore

not unaware that the gold moon was ripe

by such nocturnes as these is thirst made pure

 

                within reach but beyond hermetic grasp

                too close but not close enough mon desir

                the congeries of your beauty being

               

                                less yet more as should be than truth itself

 

so dreaming i awoke within a dream

 

to sing

                                of such beauty as beguiles truth

to be obsessed

                                 with knowing that unknown

bruising the tender earth with each soft step

 

                i found while wandering in bright dream

                where each sky is always a darker blue

                and stars cradle messianic rainbows

                in what was certainly a miracle

                floating over your head diamonds crowning

                the fluidity of dawn in your eyes

 

                i could say your body is beautiful

                carelessly i could say it as men do

                and speaking truth fail in describing it

               

                for love when not stained by love decays

 

                the supple body

                                            subtle mind

                                                                 soft heart

 

beautiful though each may indeed seem

                are mere mirrors of our refining souls

                gently illuminating the kosmos

 

to speak

                                of truth is to pursue virtue

danse mythic circles on holy mountains

or free with our each breath

                                                                a dragonfly

 

so if i sing of beauty sans either

i lie

       for mere words do not

                                           cannot speak

of such numinous triangulation

 

your very existence substantiates

the hummingbird hovering in the rain

and hints more at secrets still virgins hide

 

but you are more than such images

                                                        much more

 

you remain the mysterious logos

that always unspoken magical word

linking us

                                a chain always unbroken

embracing all forms as love loving love

as infinite seas kissing endless shores

 

so you enter my lungs on a raindrop

as a crisp mist of crystalline salt you

quiver my flesh with quilts of foam or sand

the cardinal source of all whetting dreams

 

and amidst shifting sands and cloudy skies

i sing myself into an albatross

 

as my ears listen so my eyes perceive

eyes tinted blue by your fluidity

and other eyes we do not understand

crashing sunsets hiding diamonds in roses

transform ice to fire make evil divine

 

i see

                 i hear

 

                                 i touch

                                                 i kiss

 

your soul slowly evolving as my soul

mon desir past christ’s desire for all souls

 

so dreaming you awake me beyond dream

 

                                more is never enough of such beauty

 

the aggregates of your wonders unknown

too far but not far enough mon cherie

beyond reach but within my cobalt soul

 

bliss arising from an  absolute thirst

not unaware that fullness is emptiness

even stardust seeks illumination

are you that lute that i am becoming

 

o mon seul cherie

no nearer lest  grasping disenthrall my soul

                                o mon seul desir

 

mark emmanuel christopher valentine (august 12-20, 2006)

 

2005/6/6

the golden path

the golden path

"Embrowded with peerle wele y-forte."

-Partonope (circa 1440)

long ago yfrote her well sorrow

now she knows not whatsoever to do

once pure water is stained with silver tears

suchness in search of such suchness must flood

 

suchness losing such pearls weeps freely

 

love tarnished by love by love is yfrote

he whose longings are unbroken ends not

pure waters tempered by such jewels heal

suchness melting pure beyond liquid dreams

 

suchness tinctures cerise the golden path

 

mark emmanuel christopher valentine

(june 6, 2005)

*To rub, chafe; to polish (a precious stone); to rub (a garment) with perfumes; in early use , to stroke, caress

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note: the three jewels of konsciousness - sorrow (thesis) chafes bliss (anti-thesis) polishing compassion (synthesis)